Life keeps moving
Me, Mum and sister
Half month passed since I updated last time. Time is flying, which is alwaysa feeling in my heart. Looking back to my last uni holiday, during this time, I was expected to go home for holiday. While, what I am doing now: preparing IELTs test, part-time job, looking for full-time job and applying Temporary Resident.
Seeing other sisters and brothers go home for holiday, my heart is stired and I wanna go home for holiday as well. Before I thought I wouldn’t go home because I need to this, I need to do that. But now…my heart can’t stop thinking my sweet families back to China.
Beside thinking about going home, my spiritual life seems moving well: finishing reading <Victory over darkness>, finding out another great book <Every young woman’s battle> to read, those books really open my heart and mind! Praise God that I picked up the interest on reading and He provided such great books for me to read!
Life keeps moving during the holiday time. For me this period is very precious because I can prepare more for my future life! Praise God that I am closer to Him and His heart everyday!
Here really wanna say to my parents and my dear sister, I miss you everyday! No matter where I am, I never cease loving you!
My simple prayer for my families back to China is protecing them and giving them more love!–Amen!
my dearest sister-I LOVE HER SO MUCH…
My complicated mind
My last uni exam finished two days ago. My feeling is quite complicated after that. Yeah, it is wonderful to finish my study life. While, I am standing at the junction again. As Pastor Wenan said yesterday, when we grow older, the challenges will be tougher in our life. It is true!
Say goodbye to my student life. The real world is waiting for me. I need to grow up and enter into the society. I feel scared to face by myself, because I used to depend on my parents and my sister. I used to live as a good student and a good daugter. But now my dear parents and sister aren’t able to be always with me and guide me. I need to make the decision by myself.
Graduation means looking for job. Gosh, my nearly 16 years study is only for a job? Where is my dream? My motivation for studying was a dream before. Where is my dream? I did not study just for a job or for living. My heart cried out and my mind clashed! I can’t compromise with the real world! I can’t! !
Praise Lord, that I found my rest on Him. If I didn’t know God one year ago, I would live a life that is always fulfilled with frustration and depression with the real world. But now I can find my joy and peace on Him, even during this junction time for my life!
I applied one job that I feel confident 3 weeks ago, whereas, there is no reply. I gave my resumes to my friends, there is no news. I start to doubt myself and keep asking Lord, where is my direction? Where do you want me to go? What kind of job do you want me to do? When are you going to provide me the job?Questions, questions.. Many times, my quiet time became searching answer time. While, after yesterday church and the prayer from Chris, God calmed me down.
This morning, when I did my quiet time. When I looked at the prayer point is about “pray for missions/missonary”. God questioned me where do your eyes fix on? Why are you worrying so much about your career? Why you let yourself frustrated? What is your true desire? I cried out before God. Truely, What am I caring about? My eyes still fix on the world-the business on the earth. I still wanna everything be under my own control and plan. How silly I am!
Considering about the mission trip on the early of next January, I don’t think God would like me to work before that. When I think about the time clash issue, I know what is the best plan for me from now until mission trip. Praise You, Lord! Thanks for Your reminding!
I will be still and know You are my God-Jesus!
God is amazing
How amazing is our Heavenly Father! I can’t really explain how amazing He is!
I met one of my customers whose name is Rodney in Mccafe and then he talked with me because of my big smile last week. He asked me about my study and my future plan after graduation and then I just shared with him that I am looking for advertising job right now. Then he said he has a friend owns an advertising company and suggested me to gave him my resume. He would like to pass my resume to his friend.
It sounds great! I did it. Then he rang me yesterday and asked me to join their business seminar tonight and he would like to introduce his friend who owns the advertising company to me. That is perfect! I was quite excited to hear the news.
While, the amazing things happened, the seminar I went which I has been before, about how to make “active income”, how to make your finance independent and how to gain the freedom without the limitation of money and so on. Money..Money is the key point, any way! I was quite interested when I first heard that last year, but right now I know what is the most jmportant thing in my life.
After the seminar, I had a short chat with Rodney. I shared about how my real feeling about the seminar and the reason I quit the “making money” team in the beginning of this year. I shared about how God changed my concept on money and how God helped me to make choice. When he heard that, he was agreed with me since he is a Christian as well, while, he backslides for around four years, he hasn’t went to church for four years. He just feel his spiritual life is awful. We could not stop sharing personal relationship with God things like that.
Well, we still met his friend-Kate and her husband. I gave them my resume. They are quite friendly and said they would have a look, even though their company doesn’t need staff, they will pass my resume to some kinds of advertising associations. I am really appreciated after hearing that and they will ring me later. How excited!
While, the main point is Rodney told me that nothing happened without reasons. He feels that God is calling him! I agree with that! So I invited him to our church this Sunday! Hopefully, he will go back to God and pick up his spirtiual walking with God!
Lord, You are amazing! Everything is truely in Your hands! I strongly believe that you are making a way!!
