it is moving, but losing the direction?
God’s way…
My way…
while, lost the way…
life is a puzzle, yeah, since I was young and an unbeliever. I sensed that.
life is a puzzle, yeah, even now I am a believer. I confessed that.
I try to figure out by my own wisdom and knowlege,
but I know I could not,
find the answer,
the only way is Bible and prayer
God is moving my situation,
Cause I am so desperated about it.
I tried to move it by my own understanding,
but God said, that is not the way,
I doubt,
because I didn’t see anything wrong.
But God said, are you willing to obey?
do you still trust in me?
I said, we see by faith not by sight.
God is moving my situation,
and my life is under His control.
So…why do I doubt and confuse?
Isaiah 55:9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts
than your thoughts.”
On the Mother’s Day, thinking about marriage?
Yeah..today is Mother’s Day. I really hope my mum could read English, read this post, but I know that is impossible for her. While, I truely appreciate my dearest Mum. I pray that God will be with her and keep softening her heart, let her get close to God! I pray In Jesus name! AMEN. My simple prayer everyday is for my parents! Love them so much! Even though their broken relationship hurt me deeply before. But I still love them!!
Yesterday, our Brother Don got married, the wedding ceremony was simple but it was so sincere. That was my first time to attend the Christian wedding ceremony. And it totally renewed my perspective about marriage. The prayer from pastor, the vow from the couple and the symbol of the wedding ring. I truely praise God He let me have this opportunity to know what is the definition for marriage from Bible! Otherwise, I will only know that marriage is ONLY a responsibility for the couple, because Dad told me that what he had for mum is only responsibility. From that time, I thought marriage is ONLY a burden for one another. So what is the point for getting married?
There are so many things that are waiting for me to learn. One day, I will become a wife for someone, a mother for others. How to become a godly woman to support my husband, how to be like-Mary (Jesus beloved mother), how to put the completely trust in God and how to share my whole life with my husband and kids……
ONE DAY, I will become the center of the Mother’s Day… Well, do I truely understand what is marriage?
HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY-for my dearest Mum!!

call on Jesus
Sometimes, I don’t know what is happening and I don’t understand why it happened.
Sometimes, I know I am too childlish and too innocent about the society, the world.
But I know I have a SUPERHERO who always protects me and coverS me from the hurt and His name is JESUS!
He is always with me and protect me no matter what happened.
Because He is always there and answer my CALL, I feel safe and secure!
Thank you, Lord-Jesus!
This is a love song for Him
Call on Jesus
Verse 1:
I’m so very ordinary, nothing special on my own.
Oh, I have never walked on water,
And I have never calmed a storm.
Sometimes I’m hiding away from the madness around me
Like a child who’s afraid of the dark
Chorus:
But when I call on Jesus,
All things are possible
I can mount on wings like eagles’ and soar
When I call on Jesus,
Mountains are gonna fall
‘Cause He’ll move heaven and earth to come rescue me when I call
La la la la la, la la la la la
Verse 2:
Weary brother, broken daughter,
widowed, widowed lover, you’re not alone
If you’re tired and scared of the madness around you
If you can’t find the strength to carry on
Chorus:
When you call on Jesus,
All things are possible
You can mount on wings like eagles’ and soar
When you call on Jesus,
Mountains are gonna fall
‘Cause He’ll move heaven and earth to come rescue you when you–
Bridge:
Call Him in the mornin’, in the afternoon time
Late in the evenin’ He’ll be there
When your heart is broken,
And you feel discouraged,
You can just remember that He said
He’ll be there
Chorus (2x):
When I call on Jesus,
All things are possible
I can mount on wings like eagles’ and soar
When I call on Jesus,
Mountains are gonna fall
‘Cause He’ll move heaven and earth to come rescue me
(back to top first time, 2nd time finish with “when I call”)
La la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la-a-