The heart of worship

So many things have happened since previous post : my busier workplace, church conference and sub-district advanced. Life is on and on…but, my heart is so thirsty without God’s words and encouragement.

Many things happened but I didn’t fully digest and meditate then apply to my personal life. I feel confused and lost. I told myself: HOLD ON…what is your purpose and your vision for life as our sub-district theme-Destiny reminds me once again. We are so easy to be driven away with all the busynesses, I admit I am the one! My daily Bible reading lost the track, my quiet time is less and less, the books I supposed to read and finish are still sitting there… I questioned myself? Where is my focus? Where is my priority?

My spirit has already been driven away, my love has been run out because I stop asking from the source. My heart cried out like the baby cries for food. Yeah, I need HOLD ON…then I am able to MOVE ON… I start to examine my purpose in Brisbane; I start to check my motivation for job; I start to meditate my vision in my life. Again and again, I know I need to HOLD ON!

I need a simple prayer:

God, never forsake me, rebuke me if I have sins and let my focus on YOU only, make me live a worthy calling life! I pray in JESUS MIGHTY NAME! AMEN!