The heart of worship

It is raining outside, I am sitting in front of my office computer and listening the soft music from the CD player. Most of my colleagues have left and I am looking at rain through the window opposites me.

I started to think my whole working day here. Many times I really want to quit the job because it is quite boring and relaxing. I can say it is really confortable to work here. BUT I asked God why you put me in this position and let me enjoy such a confortable working life. I want more challenges and I want MORE..

The ANSWER is only waiting and patience…As an ambitious young lady, me..yeah..always..from primary school until university, I always have so many dreams and so many things want to achieve in my life. However, when I met God-Jesus Christ, I know life is more than my dreams and my ambitions, I know life is meanless without Him..all the things that I am chasing will fade away one day.

However, sometimes, sometimes, I question God..why I thought something is my strength, NOW, become my weakness..why the things before I am proud of, NOW, become a shame…it hurts, really, hurt and it is painful…

BUT one thing I knew..God trys to kill all my prides and make me become zore before Him…because the OLD has die and the NEW has reborn…

It is raining outside…OLD Sunny has died 2 and half years ago…the NEW Sunny becomes more mature in Christ and she believes RAINY is temporary but SUNNY will be forever…