is it a season?
I don’t know whether it is a season that I really miss home or not.
Yeah, don’t know from when, I started to count how long I haven’t went back home..1 year..more than 1 year… every time call back home, Daddy, Mummy and sister always ask when are you coming back…when..when…when..I asked myself…I asked God as well…I really don’t know when…I want to go back to China even just a few days, however, my job situation is so unstable and it is under contract, extension or not, find another one or not, ect..so many uncertainties. Sometimes, I am really tired with all those struggles and uncertainties.
I started to ask God can I just go back to China for good. I still can serve You in China. I miss my families and friends, I miss China as well. I don’t know why you put me in such a situation. I have been in Brisbane for around 5 years, 5 years is not a short time, not at all..When I came here I am only 21 years, now getting 26 years old.my best age has been spent here, I don’t want to say that, but I need admit.
Looking at those younger age people, I will smile at them and knew I was like them before. Sometimes, I miss those innocent time, while, most of time, I praise God that He brought me passed that season and grew me in many areas. OLD?->I prefer to describe it more mature. Everyone needs to grow up even I am still serving in student ministry, I know the reason I am still there. Thanks God, He let me know my future direction including personal vision, career direction, future partner, ministry ect as days passed
Still praying and fasting…Drop some thoughts.. really can’t live without writing…I know God created me to write..still haven’t got the answer from God, but I knew He is my best friend and great Father..He knew my thoughts and the things I am going through…
It is a season for reflecting God’s love in my life and reflecting personal vision in God..
