Back to Brissy
It is my second day back to Brisbane from China. Everything is quite familiar: my lovely Daniels brothers and sisters, my great church (Hope Brisbane Christian Church). I called here is my second family, I really love every single one here. Be honest, I don’t know if someday God asked me to leave Brisbane, what is my response. But for Him, I am prepared.
Chose to become a Christian, it is really out of a simple faith in Christ. However, following God’s will and surrounding my whole life to Him need more strength and trust. Many times I trembled when I spoke the truth in front of non-believers back to China; many times I could not sleep well because of the spiritual attacks; many times I was awake because of the nightmare. I started to question how come I need to go through all these “sufferings”. But when I keep reading books of Revelation and Ezekie ect, I know the heart of God for His people and the urgency and fire burning from the Holy Spirit.
Sometimes, I will laught at myself why you worry so much about other people and your country; you are only a common and small girl in this world; do you think you are somebody? I believe many of us have these kind of thoughts, but as a child of God, as a warrior for God’s kingdom, I have the responsiblity and obligation to make difference on the earth and to share the truth and gospel for those blinded people!
Praise God that I can always feel unspoken joy and peace from Him regardless the circumstance around me! It is a journey with Jesus Christ, through tears and joy; but it is such a priviledge that I was chosen by Him and became one of His precious children!
Thanks God that I experienced more than I could imagine when I was in China and He showed me more about my calling and purpose on the earth! Blessed be Your name always and I promise that I will SHINE for Your name always & forever and ever!!
Love You, my dearest Heavenly Father! 
Here I am-from China I
Here I am. Today is my seventh day in China, what I am thinking and doing? I said to the Lord, preserve me in Your way and will; I cried out to the Lord, never let me get used to the confort life here; I pray that no enemy could harm me and shake my faith in Him.
Here I am. It is a holiday for me in China. I am living in a nice and big house with my lovely parents and my beloved sister & her kid and husband. I have my favourite and comfort bedroom with my own bathroom. I can ask my dad drive me to anywhere if I want; I can ask my mum to go shopping with me whenever I like; my sister will pay for me even I don’t ask for.
Here I am. It is a time for me to get married. My relatives are worried about me and want to introduce someone has the good family background, high-education and high-paid job in a big company. They said we are very “Matched”, if I marry with him I will have a happy life ever and I can serve my parents here which is a BEST idea ever for a yong lady.
Here I am. I bow down before God, if I didn’t know Him two and half years ago, the life mentioned above I will be so glad to enjoy and accept; I will think probably that is the LIFE. But thanks God that I know all those things are temporary, my life in this world is temporary, but my life in heaven is eternity. What I am treasuring is my rewards in heaven not the earth. I know that His way is perfect and BEST for me.
Here I am. I choose to go back to Brisbane after 2 weeks because I know my God called me to stay there and there is where I want to belong.
