The heart of worship

How God loves me

May 26, 2010 at 2:52 pm (Uncategorized)

I did not expect my life can be a blessing for so many ones in Daniels until today’s farewell party.

I did not know so many people love me and care about me until they told me..

I did not know I am able to touch so many lives until I saw their tears…

I did not know how much I am loved until I saw the cross…

It is time say goodbye to all my friends in Brisbane…my tears are with me because I love them so much..and will miss you them so much…it is God taught me what love is through the cross; it is God taught me what joy is through His people in Daniels and Hope Church Brisbane; it is God reminded me again at the end of the day people will appreciate me because I share gospel to them…

I asked the Lord, is it a burden to give, to love and to sacrifice; the Lord answered: my yoke is a light. Ialways ask  God to check my heart attitude and motive in doing what I am doing; whether it is for my own glory or His glory? But all in all, when our God is glorified, I am most satisfied; which is enough!

Lord reminds me  Psalm139 these days:

¹ O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.

² You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

³ You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

⁴ Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.

⁵ You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.

⁶ Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

⁷ Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

⁸ If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, ^[a] you are there.

⁹ If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,

¹⁰ even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.

¹¹ If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”

¹² even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

¹³ For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.

¹⁴ I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

¹⁵ My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

¹⁶ your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

¹⁷ How precious to ^[b] me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!

¹⁸ Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.

¹⁹ If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

²⁰ They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.

²¹ Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?

²² I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.

²³ Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

²⁴ See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

I love it and know my Lord cares me and loves me more than I can imagine.

It might be the last entry I blog in this blog since I can not access wordpress in China; but I am so glad that this blog can bring blessing and couragement to different readers! God loves me and loves you as well

If you are interested to know how I am doing in China, please visit my old chinese blog: http://sunny36361.spaces.live.com/

I will try to update in both Chinese and English in future:) God bless!

From His beloved daughter who is living to please His heavenly Father-Sunnie Wei